Heart to Heart

Happy Valentine’s Day. I knew I would spend it with a big glass of wine and a bubble bath at the end of the day after work. I knew that the guy I liked and I would end up being over before today. In my gut, I knew that I didn’t want to spend it with someone who didn’t really feel feelings for me. I knew that I needed to be with someone who felt something for me, even if it meant I spent a little bit more time alone. I don’t hate him. I just knew in my heart that I wanted more. I was patient enough, and I was tired, honestly.

I think the biggest thing for me is that I felt he did, but he told me he didn’t. So, that is what I trust.

I hadn’t felt anything for anyone the way I did for him since 2021. I’ll take another drink of my wine to that.

Happy Valentine’s Day.